Friday, February 28, 2014

Motivation

Awww! I feel like this is the same song and dance that I dance to ALL THE FREAKING TIME!!! NO motivation. It is a viscous, terrible, absolute hardest circle that I have EVER had to KEEP pulling myself from. Some days it feels like I will NEVER make it to the healthy point. It seems soo far out of reach, then I just turn around and literally kill all of the hard work that took me WEEKS to take off. Then can you guess what I do then? Yup... eat even MORE out of emotion because I am soo down on myself for it.

But, this is where I think that I stand as of now. I have the winter blues, seasonal depression, cabin fever, whatever you call it. But that bug has bit me HARD! I live here in the great state of Michigan, and this has been a BRUTALLLLL winter. Like never ending! So cold that when you go outside and your nose hairs literally freeze. You have to let your car warm up (if it starts because it is too dang cold) for at least 15 mins for it to even warm up slightly. It forces you to stay inside. Then, after looking at the same four dang stupid walls, you go stir crazy. The only thing to do is cook and EAT. I eat even when I am not hungry. I eat just for SOMETHING to do. Then when I am done guess what I do. NOTHING. I sit my behind right on down. Over eating + no exercise = WEIGHT GAIN. HELLO NIKKI! THIS IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE! So the question is WHYYY do I do this to myself?! Can you answer that for me please, because I have not a SLIGHTEST clue!

So, turning all this negative junk around to a little motivation!




Gonna try this today!


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Seriously! I wished I would have got this weight control under control such a long time ago.              source                                   








Sooo I so would've posted more inspiration crap but I have literally wasted about 40 mins of my time trying  to post more pics. Every single time I put in the http:// it gave me an error message. So I say the heck with it!! I did just look through my -weight loss- board on Pinterest and found lots of great inspiration that I had pinned from previous attempts. Check it HERE

Have a great weekend!! Stay warm if you are anywhere near the midwest/east coast.

XOXO





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